I was never supposed to be a rock and roll star. I needed my entire life all prepared out for me personally. Play football in college. Go to the NFL. Marry my senior high school sweetheart and live happily ever after.

I broke both our hearts that time when I informed her I was leaving. I was young. I made the right decision for me personally, but the wrong decision for us. I’ve poured my spirit into my music, but I’ve hardly ever neglected her. Her smell, her smile.

And now I am going back.

After ten years.

I hope I can explain that after all this time.

I still want her to be my forever lady.