A laugh-and-cry-out-loud memoir in the beloved superstar of Netflix’s Queer Vision, Jonathan Vehicle Ness, sharing nothing you’ve seen prior told, deeply personal stories of growing up homosexual, transforming discomfort into positivity, and embracing why is you gorgeously different.

Who gave Jonathan Van Ness permission to be the radiant human he is today? Nobody, honey.

The simple truth is, it hasn’t always been gorgeous for this beacon of positivity and joy.

Before he stole our hearts as the grooming and self-care expert on about Over the Top: A Raw Journey to Self-Love Netflix’s hit show Queer Eye, Jonathan was growing up in a small Midwestern town that didn’t understand why he was so . outrageous. From choreographed carpeting number skating routines towards the unavoidable fact that he was Just. So. Gay., Jonathan was a straightforward focus on and endured many years of judgement, ridicule and trauma-yet non-e of it smashed his exclusively effervescent spirit.

Over the Top uncovers the discomfort and passion it took to get rid of up becoming the style of self-love and acceptance that Jonathan is today. With this revelatory, organic, and rambunctious memoir, Jonathan shares never-before-told secrets and reveals edges of himself that the public has never seen. JVN followers may think they know the man behind the stiletto pumps, the crop tops, as well as the iconic sayings, but there’s a lot more to him than matches the Queer Vision.

You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, and you’ll come away knowing that regardless of how broken or lost you might be, you’re a Kelly Clarkson track, you’re strong, and you’ve got this.